|If only I could stop time...|
Don't forgetDon’t forgetDon't forget by *xGhostwriterx
Life is uncertin to all
You think you know it
But you do not
One moment you have an empty life
But the next moment your life is full to the brim
And you can never tell
When is the next change gonna come?
Why have my life turned out like this?
Will I ever find peace in this life?
No one can tell
The only way to find out
Is to get down and dirty
Take the chanse
You might get burned
You might find joy
You might make a friend
You might make an enemy
Maybe you might find the peace you so desperatly seeks
But you will not find it if you do not search
And don’t forget
There are billions of our kind
But only one of you in the whole world
Hold onHold onHold on by *xGhostwriterx
The young woman sat on her chair in her room.
Gloomily she looks down at the papers in her hands.
Each of them is containing a drawing that once meant the world to her.
Now they hold no meaning at all.
Tears began to run down her face as she let them go.
One by one they are falling onto the floor.
It feels like an eternity for her until the very last paper touches the floor.
With a sighn she stands up and goes towards the door.
She stops at the threshold and looks over her shoulder.
With a sob she turns on her heels.
With shaking hands she collects all the papers.
Her tears continue to run down her face as she hugs her pictures close to her.
She knows that she can never part with them.
For they are a part of her.
Someone who understandsSitting here in my little corner.Someone who understands by *xGhostwriterx
And wishing I had someone who understands.
All I want is to be undetsood.
But ther’s nobody who have gotten that.
Whatever I do goes wrong.
Sometimes it feels like that’s all you se.
Sitting here in my little corner.
And wishing I had someone who understands.
My first impression of youDakota sighed. He slowly opened his eyes only to close them seconds later. Everything was too bright.My first impression of you by *xGhostwriterx
Dakota threw an arm over his eyes and groaned. After a few minutes he hesitantly opened his eyes, rolled out of bed, crawled in under it. He sighed contently and went to lay rest his head on his forearms.
“Much better”, he sighed contentedly.
He was about to close his eyes when he heard the sound of shoes against the concrete floor. Dakota wrinkled his eyebrows in irritation.
‘Must they stomp on the concrete floor like that? Wait a second, concrete floor? Since when do I have concrete floor in my apartment? The last thing I remember is…’
Dakotas’s eyes went wide. But in his haste to get up he unfortunately forgot where he was and hit his head and upper back in the underside of the bed.
“Ouch! Dammit!” he growled and laid back down.
‘That was brilliant of me’ he thought and rubbed the area where he hit his
Name: Josefina a.ka Jossan.
Birthday: 14 July.
Hight: 168 cm. *grummble*
Weight: Not telling.
Eye Colour: Green.
Hair Colour: Dirty blond.
Race: Human last time I checked.
Zodiac Sign: Cancer.
Drink?: Alcohol? Never in this life. Anything else? Jupp.
Smoke?: No, that shit is dangerous for you!
Use Drugs?: Sugar and chocolate.
Cuss?: Like a drunken sailor. XD
Play Any Instrument?: No.
Have Any Peircings?: Only in my lover ears.
Have Any Tattos?: Nope.
Like To Annoy People?: I have been told that I’m a snarky little bitch. I do like to say cheacy little comments here and there. But I don’t take it to far, I’d hate it if I made someone sad.
Like Life?: No.
Wear Make-Up?: Most of the time, not when I walk the dogs thoug.
Dye Your Hair?: Jupp. I bleach mine to a lighter blond.
Scream At The Top Of Your Lungs?: Not that often. Mostly I do that when I’m dancing in the Rainbow Pride parade.
Get Distracted By Shiny Objects?: …Did you just say shiny? *drools*
Like Pina Coladas?: No, I don’t drink alcoholic drinks man.
And Getting Caught In The Rain?: If I have a warm shower when I get home I don’t mind. If it’s in the summer I usually laugh my ass of. XD
Dependeble?: I try to be.
Trustworthy?: That I am.
Obsessive?: …Guilty. I can get obssesed with things every now and then. ;D
Hyper active?: Only when I’m doing one of my “nerdy things”. Then I can practicly bounce of the walls.
Happy?: At my good days yeah.
Content?: With what? Not so much I guess.
Boring?: At times yes. I don’t drink, have bad humor and HATE horror movies and bloody games. Yeah some of my friends thinks that I’m boring.
Violent?: I have been in the past. If I’m provoced enough you better take a hike, ‘cause you do NOT wanna be near me if I’m at that stage in my emotions.
Eviel?: I have tried, but I’m more along the way of harmless eviel so… >w<;
Hippie-ish?: Pfft, not really. =w=
Shy?: O yeah…
Paranoid?: Paranoid? who said that?.
Annoying?: At times my sisters tells me that I am a little pest. And one of my bff’s says that I can be annoying ‘cause I’m right. XD
Social?: More like I’m anti-social actully.
Religious?: Are ya kidding me? AS IF!!
What’s Your Favourite…
Movie?: Interstella 5555.
Band/Singer(s)?: Scooter, MJ, Yohio, Aqua, Daddy DJ, Daft Punk, Olw City and a LOT MORE.
Song?:It changes to often for me to pin down one.
Book/Story?: Harry Potter, Pippi Långstrump, Animorphs, Willy Wonka and the chocolate factory, Eddie books. I can crack any of these books up and read them any day. <3
Colour(s)?: Turcouise! And then there’s black, green, blue, hot pink and the rest of the rainbow! *laughs*
Animal(s)?: Dogs, dolphines and owls.
Person(s)?: My family andmy bffs
Smell?: Orange flowers and citrus in general.
Musical?: Interstella 5555.
Sport?: Swimming. Nothing like taking a swim (or watching the hunks swim…) *drools*
Word?: Humbug. It just sounds fun. ;D
Quote?: Of all the times for this to happend, it has to happend NOW?!
Hobby?: Writing, baking, drawing, dogs, being creative.
Store?: Panduro (crafts) and Bonprix (cloths).
Seson?: I love all of them.
Time Of Day?: The whole day.
Worst Fear?: Spiders. I HATE those eight legged freaks!
Life Goal?: To make something of my life. I don’t wanna be pushed under the rug without a pupose. Also I wanna become a writer that gives pepole a different world to lose themselves in for a moment.
Biggest Accomplishment?: Um, that I graduated from secondary high school, got the highest score in art and the fact that I once wrote a story that was 500 pages long, by hand.
Pepsi Or Coke?: Screw those, give me Fanta bithces!
McDonalds Or Burger King?: McDonalds. But I much ratter go to MAX and eat.
Converse Or Vans: Say what now?
Dogs Or Cats?: Dogs for the win baby!
AIM, YIM Or MSN Messanger?: MSN Messanger.
Chicken Or Fish?: I like both equally.
Black Or White?: Both please.
MTV or FUSE?: None, that you very much.
MP3, Ipod Or CD player?: CD please.
Pants Or Shorts?: Why not both?
Descibe Your Perfect…
Day?: Being with my friends, having a BIG ispiration to a book, and being with my dogs. If I’m with family, dogs or my friends it doesn’t matter what we do, just being with them makes it perfect.
Room?: My atelier! It’s my creative heaven. <3
Life?: a meaningfull job, healthy me and healthey familiy, dogs and friends. I’m a succesfull writer and bakes the most wonderfull goodies. And I help dogs that needs help.
World?: A world without wars and rapes. People are equal both in genders and every other aspct. No overconsumtion. Children can be children. Understanding, tolerance and charing rules the world. No religeon, just knowledge.
Romantic Date?: Taking me to an animal exibit/park, amusement park, a movie? It doesn’t matter where he takes me, as long as I’m with him I don’t give a damn.
Do You Belive In…
Yourself?: Not really…
Ghosts?: I’m floating in the middle. They may or may not exist. I think it’s an interesting thought.
UFOs?: The safest way to know that there is intelegent life out there is the fact that have NOT contacted us at all. X3 Honestly I’ll belive them when I se them for myself.
Big Foot?: The world is full of peps that have big feet. I belive them when I se them.
Lockness Monster?: As much as I like to belive it, I don’t think a creature as big as Nessie is hiding in that lake. The thought is rather cute though.
A thing called Love?: I do. Love is the mightiest powers in this world.
Would You Ever…
Kill Someone Else? Hopefulöl I’d never end up in a situation like that. *shudders*
Kill Yourself?: Never.
Begg For Money?: I I need it to servive then yes. I’m not studip enough to let some fucking pride rule me.
Skydive?: Not in this life. I’m scared of hights.
Bunjee Jump?: Read the answer above.
Make Out In The Rain?: For some reason that sounds rather romantic to me. Hell YEAH!!
Ride A Motorcyckle?: Yes. I don’t like it that much but yes, if I knew the driver well.
Do Extreme Sports?: I don’t even like WATCHING them…
More about you…
Do You Own A Car?: Nope.
Ever Been To Jail?: Nope, and hopefully it will stay that way.
Ever Gotten Kicked Out?: Nope.
Do You Have A Job?: No… *sobs*
Do You Like Taking Surveys Like This?: Mhm, they are fun. ^w^
Are You Lonely?: Nope, I’m content being single.
Are You Sitting In A BeanBag Eatin’ Cheetos?: I don’t own a beanbag nore do I like Cheetos.
Do You Have The Urge To Send Me A Thousand Dollars?: Hell no.
Do You Know Where That Comes From?: Nope
How Many Liks Does It Take To Get To The Center Of a Tootside Pop?: As many as it takes.
Are You Sure?: Mhm.
Glad That This Is Over?: A little, my writsts are hurting.
But seriously, ya wanna do this just do it.